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“Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”
Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.
“…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.
“Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”
Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.
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Light Over Isthmus by fizzseed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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“Nineteen,” Shane says quietly.
Ilya turns his head to face him, nose smashing into the pillow as he does. Shane’s runs his finger across Ilya’s cheek when they finally make eye contact. Ilya squints. “What?” he asks. “Why are you practicing math in the bed? Only math here is for counting orgasms.”
Shane is biting back a smile, Ilya can tell. “Nineteen moles. On your back. I counted.”
Shane and Ilya, summer at the cottage, circa 2023.
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Benson likes it when Randy cries.
AKA. Randy Bradley learns to bounce on it for real, real - not just for play, play.
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Will turns the box over in his hand— it says “One Wish Willow.”
OR: Will wishes for a world in which he was allowed to be Mack’s; he wakes up as Mack’s omega…with no way out.
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SPOILERS FOR EPISODE NINE!!
After Caine's return, everyone has a lot of complex feelings. The AI doesn't feel worthy to be at the circus with the humans, and spends most of time by himself. But one day, he and a certain chess piece meet at the aquarium and have a long-awaited talk.
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A man reunites with his greatest creation after years.
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Jack likes to watch his Puppy tease and mount his Mutt.
... it's just smut, y'all. I wanted Robby to get topped and cry about it.
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He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.
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Hall of fame fic omg
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The Wrong Slytherin by DarkQuartz for NicoDiAngeloLover7
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
21 Apr 2026
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Harry starts his sixth year off stalking Draco Malfoy suspecting that he was up to something. He should have been keeping an eye out for a different Slytherin instead.
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- Part 55 of Harry Potter Smut collection
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Connection (Long Shot) by chubbysloth11
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026)
01 May 2026
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As Rocky and Grace head towards Erid, a transmission comes through over the ship's comms.
A human voice.
After (rightfully) freaking out, Rocky and Grace have a new friend to rescue. Will they make it in time? And if they do, what will it be like to have another human aboard?
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- Part 1 of BloodyMary
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They say it’s my fault (but I want him so much) by Lothely
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov always knew that Shane Hollander carried the Montreal Metros on his shoulders, but when the whole world gets to see the same thing, the game changes.
And having to watch his boyfriend exhaust himself playing practically alone while his teammates ignore him makes anger bubble in Ilya's chest.
But it's at his own press conference that things... heat up.OR,
Ilya's POV interview after the Centaurs' victory and Shane's stumble, in which the author continues to rant about the Montreal Metros/Voyageurs being assholes.Series
- Part 2 of Nobody else, so we can be free
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Will has a problem. His sex life with Carlton has gone nearly nonexistent, and he realizes his darker desires can’t be met with him. He eventually comes to the conclusion that he’ll just have to get over it.
But then one night, while Carlton is gone, Mike shows up at his door to apologize for past mistakes… and things take an interesting turn.
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Will has dark sexual desires he can’t explore with Carlton, so he takes it out on Mike.
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Shane whined, high and strained. He tried to push up on his forearms, but the machine’s next thrust drove him back down, his forehead rubbing against the carpet.
Ilya crouched down, bringing his face level with Shane’s. He reached out and brushed a sweat-damp strand of hair from Shane’s forehead, the touch deceptively soft. His lips curved into a knowing smirk.
“Well,” Ilya said, his voice calm, almost conversational. “What a pretty picture.”
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Ilya gives Shane time to himself for some real honest self reflection.
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- Part 3 of shanepussy & friends
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“You looked so fucking pretty tonight, Hollander. In that big jersey, with that backwards hat. Wanted to bend you over in front of all your friends and fuck you untill you cried.”
Shane whimpers, hands grasping at the car seat beneath him.
“Please, Ilya. Touch me. Need you.”
Ilya pulls his own shirt up over his head and then pauses. Has an idea.
“Get in the back seat, sweetheart.”
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is it the same for you? by notwritinganovel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.
JANE
Are you at your house?
LILY
Where else, Jane?
JANE
Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon.
LILY
No, am sick. I told you.
JANE
I heard you. I’ll be there soon.
Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants.
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“You did not sign up to do unpleasant things with me. You like me but not like this,” Ilya mutters.
“What if it were me who was sick?” Shane demanded. “What if we were in the same city and I got the flu like you. Would you help me?”
Ilya rolls his eyes. “No, I would let you suffer alone, Hollander. See you next season, hope you don’t die before then.”
“Then why do you think it’s any different for me?” Shane snaps.
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Ilya reaches for Shane’s wrist, caging it with his forefinger and thumb like a handcuff. He opens and closes his mouth, considering what to say.
“It’s like that for me, but I forget it’s same for you too.”
Shane swallows, feels his heart thumping against his ribs. “Well, it is so…”
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It had been over nine months since the breakup, and Vessel was over it. Over the darkness that had orbited the both of them for years and years. Over what had happened at the end of the year. Over how he'd nearly lost everything; his job, his friendship, his sanity. This wouldn't be a rebound, but a reset.
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- Part 1 of Violence of Grief
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God, what a treat and dream to be alive at he same time as this fic. Read it. It's not a band fic, but the characterization is just *chefs kiss* cannot recommend enough.
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What if Jax was born in The Amazing Digital Circus?
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“But never have I been a blue calm sea. I have always been a storm” by violet_sunset
Fandoms: Iron Fist (TV)
10 Feb 2025
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Ward Meachum has lived his whole life under the thumb of someone else's control. Now, feeling unmoored and trying to get back in the New York swing of things after his impromptu jaunt around Asia with Danny, Ward finds himself dosed with sinister Hand contraband that threatens to shatter his meticulous mask. Danny is there to uncover him, inch by inch, and clear away the debris until everything makes sense again.
tldr; Ward/Danny sex pollen fic, with so much enthusiastic consent and plot it'll make your brain melt. My specialty, I know.
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We're Staying Right Here With You by etienne_Vixere
Fandom Project Hail Mary (2026), The Fall Guy (2024), The Gray Man (2022)
23 Jun 2026
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After the collapse of a toxic relationship and a mental health crisis, Vessel rebuilds his life with the support of his childhood friend, a charismatic drummer, and the chaotic almost-hook up who brings them all together in the first place.
Angsty slice of life-ish. II/Vessel, III/IV
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