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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    Shane joins the Centaurs and Ilya thinks he’s won the lottery. Maybe he did, but there are repercussions. For one, Hollander is impressive. Hollander wins games. But, he wanted to play with Shane.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    5 times Ilya ditched his friends for Shane's juicy ass and the one time one tried to stop him too no avail.

    Inspo creds to: @heyits.shalia on Tiktok.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    The best time to do it, really, would be just before Rozanov headed back to Moscow. His American friends would think he’d headed home early, and his family in the old country would believe he had stayed in the states longer. The confusion would delay the manhunt a precious few days, enough for Shane to be sure he was well away from the fallout.

    So that’s when he would do it, he decided. He would kill Rozanov after one of them won Rookie of the Year.

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    Shane has successfully gotten away with murder twice by the time he meets Ilya Rozanov, and he’s convinced the man will be his perfect hat trick. After all, such a powerful obsession with Rozanov must go beyond sexual. It must be the urge to kill. It has to be.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    According to widespread folklore, a red cardinal is a spiritual messenger or a sign that a deceased loved one is near.

    Snow has been falling since late afternoon the day before and has only just stopped, from what Ilya can tell anyway. The whole house is quiet beneath the blanket of snow. It feels so empty and he would feel lonely if he wasn't so fucking happy to be away from Andrei and The Colonel.

    And he's not alone, anyway.

    Because there is a red something just outside.

    ___

    Ilya keeps seeing cardinals when needs them most.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    The studio lights are blinding and way too hot. The makeup on Ilya’s face feels cakey. He waves off the assistant coming over to touch it up.

    “Are we ready?” the director asks.

    “No,” Ilya says bluntly. “Do you see my husband or my daughter? If they are not here looking ready, we are not ready.”

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    Shooting a commercial as a family is easier said than done.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “If I gave Jackie a day of getting to have sex with me whenever she wants as a thank you for tidying the living room, I think she’d divorce me,” Hayden says.

    “Nah, man, she’d kill you,” J. J. says, which is probably true.

    Shane shrugs. “That sounds like a straight people problem.”

    Hayden is truly glad that the times of Shane torturing himself by being in the closet are over. But. Well. This conversation is kind of making him miss those days.

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    Finally, after everything, Shane is a happily married man. Incredibly happily married. It only becomes a problem once he thinks it qualifies him to dispense relationship advice.

    Or, five times Shane gives relationship advice his friends disagree with, and one time he doesn’t.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane right now, almost thirty in the blink of an eye, is playing with the tab of his can of ginger ale. He hasn’t taken a sip yet.

    “I’m going to marry Ilya,” he says.

    “Well, yes,” Yuna says. “Obviously you are.”

    “Yes, but I mean now,” Shane says.

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    Shane drops by Yuna and David's house with some important news.

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    21 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Ilya,” Shane says. Enough is enough. “You know fucking well that we aren’t meant to have sex for another two days.”

    “I know,” Ilya says. “So I have a lot of free time. I wanted to be productive.” He draws the last word out. Shane clenches his hands.

    “Wanted to tidy,” Ilya continues, waving the cloth. “Make things very organised.”

    “You wanted to tidy,” Shane repeats. “Shirtless. In those shorts.”

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    Shane refuses to have sex any earlier than Ilya is cleared to after hurting his ribs. Ilya resorts to desperate measures.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov looks away, breathing hard. “Does not matter,” he says. “Forget it. I should go.”

    And no. Shane doesn’t want Rozanov to go. He wants to fix whatever is wrong. He grabs Rozanov’s face and turns his head so their eyes meet.

    “Fuck, baby,” Shane breathes. “You know how good you are.”

    For a moment, he’s taken aback by Rozanov’s expression, until he realises what he just said.

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    Or, five times Shane calls Ilya baby unprompted, and one time Ilya asks him to.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't understand why everyone thinks he and Ilya Rozanov hate each other. He's pretty sure that in all the years they've been playing in the league together, they've never even talked before.

    Well, he's kind of sure. He thinks he would remember. He would remember something about Rozanov, if it was really important.

    Right?

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.

    Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”

    “...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”

    “I know.”

    “And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”

    “I know.”

    “And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.

    Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”

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    OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
    set pre-tuna melt, 2015ish

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Who.

    Who taught Shane about this.

    Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.

    Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Uh, actually,” Shane says. He clears his throat, picks at something on his shirt. “Actually, I’m…”

    “Daddyyyyyy! Make Ruby stop pushing me! Daddyyy!”

    “I’m, um…” Shane says.

    Hayden thinks maybe he can’t hear Shane over the girls screaming, because he keeps missing the rest of that sentence. “What?”

    “I’m gay,” Shane spits out. “So.”

    -----

    Shane comes out, first to his best friend, and then, in the first regular game of the 2017-2018 season, to the rest of his team.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Out of all Ilya’s terrible vices, repeatedly hiring the same escort might be the stupidest one he’s ever picked up.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Everybody thinks hockey players are stupid. Having an accent certainly doesn’t help.

    Ilya Rozanov never bothered correcting people, but it wasn’t his job to fit their expectations either.
    He wasn’t hiding it, it just wasn’t important, and he wasn’t the type to show off (oh, Shane would laugh at that, but for this specific aspect it was true).

    It just never came up. Until it did.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

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    20 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    No matter the trope.
    No matter the universe.
    No matter the setup.
    They find each other.

    “You.” His voice was exactly the same. Shane had not been prepared for that. It felt like a punch in the gut.

    “Hey,” Shane choked out, not sure how to explain in a succinct way that he was as surprised as Ilya.

    Ilya moved fast. He'd always been quick, which was one of the things Shane had clocked about him early on and never forgotten. He crossed the distance between them before the two agents had processed that they needed to stop him and his fist connected with the side of Shane’s face before he had a chance to do more than shift his weight backwards.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    The day starts off wrong and only gets worse. Every single thing that could irritate Shane does and eventually, he can't process it all. Queue panic, a meltdown, and Ilya who somehow always knows when Shane needs him.

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    20 Jun 2026

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