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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    5 times Ilya ditched his friends for Shane's juicy ass and the one time one tried to stop him too no avail.

    Inspo creds to: @heyits.shalia on Tiktok.

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    “Aren't you gonna- you don't have questions? You're just…” Shane trails off when Ilya kisses the inside of his knee. “...fine with it?”

    “I have many questions,” Ilya drawls, cheek still pressed into Shane's leg. “I am fine? Mm, probably.” He quirks his lips in a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. “I will know for sure after we talk.”

    When Shane starts to sit up, Ilya lowers his legs onto the mattress and slinks up beside him. He hasn't taken off his sneakers yet. “I'm not gonna kill you, or anything, if you're worried.”

    “Comforting,” Ilya rumbles.

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    Or, Ilya finds out Shane's pre-game ritual involves murder.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    The best time to do it, really, would be just before Rozanov headed back to Moscow. His American friends would think he’d headed home early, and his family in the old country would believe he had stayed in the states longer. The confusion would delay the manhunt a precious few days, enough for Shane to be sure he was well away from the fallout.

    So that’s when he would do it, he decided. He would kill Rozanov after one of them won Rookie of the Year.

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    Shane has successfully gotten away with murder twice by the time he meets Ilya Rozanov, and he’s convinced the man will be his perfect hat trick. After all, such a powerful obsession with Rozanov must go beyond sexual. It must be the urge to kill. It has to be.

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    Barrett apologizes. Shane responds. Ilya learns.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    “I know you’re like, quiet about being gay. But this isn’t some like self hating shit, right? I mean, if it is, I’m happy to talk about it.” Shane barks a laugh, louder than he means to which results in drawing the attention of a few other players around him. Shane doesn’t notice though, locked in on Barrett. He slides out from under the man’s arms and turns to face him.

    “You want to talk to me about being a self-hating gay? You?” Shane’s voice isn’t quiet like it was when the two first started talking.

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